New blog! Like newly fallen snow, it is soon trampled and left to melt-- wait, no. That was a horrible simile. Let me back up.
I'm Jacki and I have terrible, terrible writer's block right now. I'm not quite sure when it started but I do know that there's something holding me back. From writing in my paper journal to restarting a blog and establishing it (again), I keep wanting to get something done, something down on paper, something that will show me an archive of the amount of entries for months I've written in. But I'm held back by something. And I don't know what it is. :/
Well! I've decided to take the plunge and assume the only thing that is holding me back is me. So here is my blog. I hope it's coherent enough. I'm still not sure how often I'll fill this thing, or what I'll talk about. But there's that nagging doubt again, not doing much to prove me wrong that it was me all along. Can I be correct and incorrect at the same time...?
Anyway, the title of this new blog kind of describes how I've perpetually felt as far as putting my thoughts down go. What am I thinking about? What to say, what to say... "Nothing." It's like all my thoughts lined up and all took a step back when I'm confronted with the question, leaving nary a single sentence to utter. Better to look idle then, than to stutter and stumble around, stammering "well, like, it's just, like, you know" until you can almost hear the audible *click* of people's brains shutting off.
I had meant to start this in January, for the new year. Oh welllll. There's has to be a beginning to everything!
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